how about i just realised today how much i cant connect with them?
how darn disgusting...!
sometimes i regret so much being posted to cjc.
today is one of the days.
people coming from 10yrs of education in a single sex school really are hard to comprehend..
the things they do...
the things they say...
it's amusing for awhile. but outright annoying after that.
yes, im surrounded by these people 360degrees every single school day cause guess what?
more than 3/4 of people studying in my sch comes from single sex schools! oh wow!
there was a mass message last night to report to school by 1pm for a rehearsal for the performances we will be putting up in cambodia next week.
i was there at freaking 1.15PM!
the school was deserted except for some foreign construction workers.
i called 2 friends and they were lyk, they just left house. meaning, they'll arrive in approximately AN HOUR! WTS!
after loitering weirdly around the empty school, i saw 2 of my classmates from student council coming down. and they were lyk, hey gloria. we're going out for lunch now.
WHAT. THE. HELL?
i really had nothing to say. i mean they are councillors and they did that!
the lib was closed and i was REALLY stranded.
2pm and finally 2 classmates arrived.
i am really extremely annoyed. i didnt show it in front of them. have been ren-ing. i doubt they have found out my blog. so ill just speak my mind.
i stayed all the way till 5pm. and we bloody hell didnt do ANYTHING! less than half the class turned up in the end! to think i was so enthu about finding videos of short songs with actions for them to perform. they chased one another with water guns around the school and had a play fight with cardboard rods in the parade square. when i finally asked if we could start doing something about the 'musical', they gathered tgther after a long while. but they couldnt freaking KEEP STILL and rehearse PROPERLY! argh! coming from drama background, i was expecting that when the words rehearsal start are spoken, everyone will be serious and do their best in trying to rehearse. but noooooo... they laughed throughout whatever short time they could gather to rehearse, insisted we dont follow the video's simple moves but create our own ones (which they couldnt even come up with!) and not performing the video i've selected for them claiming they have never heard the songs before. lyk WTH seriously.. they went online and surf, found songs which they want to perform but I never even heard of! claiming it is easier to do which is really NOT the case! couldnt take it anymore so i just left the school first. i dont know why i bothered. we're leaving for cambodia this saturday and we have not even started on attempting to try out the performance we're supposed to do! i don't care if the performance fails now. or if everyone in class+my teacher thinks i have the suckiest leadership ever. i dont care about my reputation in class anymore. as long as i can excel in my shooting, i can bear with this terrible jc life.
i wasted ONE FULL DAY out with them when there's a million and one things i need and can to do!
i'm pushed further away from bonding with my class once more.
i've no idea how i'm going to survive cambodia.
i appreciate shooting so very much.
at least the people there arent so....
written @ 6:49 PM
gosh! i cant believe i've not blogged for a month! hahahaha!
yay! a vid to share! rainie's rendition of ye zi at her good friend's memorial. super sad
anyway, so, i last stopped at my chinese Alvls which was a disaster cause i had nth to write for the essay and didnt really understand the comprehension HAHA! xP
cant really rmb what i did from the 3rd to 8th nov.. hmm. =/
just that, i went out wif went out with kohwanting to watch CORALINE 3D
we didnt know what to do next so we went for kbox dinner buffer >< myyyy did it cost a bomb! $37.10 i think! ahhhhhhh
we wore a same top tt day hahaha! cause she gave tt top to me for my bday xd
on another day, met jeff, gene and pearllyn at far east for lunch at graffiti cafe and i managed to mark rainie's name at quite a few corners wahahahah! xDD
goshh i look so hardworking!
i love my bony hands =D
gene and jeff went off first while pearllyn and i went to catch MY SISTERS' KEEPER
bumped into dom. gosh! he looks so different! >< chatted for quite awhile
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9th nov: went to my pw grp mate's house the whole day for rehearsal x.x
10th nov: LAST DAY OF PW! which was oral presentation. in one class there was 3 different grps presenting. my grp was the last one. was kinda sleepy then alr after listening to so many ppl -.- my slides got messed up so i had to present without a slide and i dont hold cue cards so it was kinda disgusting.. but i feel our grp is the most energetic out of the 3! hope we can have a good grade! =d
went out wif ed for pool after it and met pearllyn for dinner and... LET THE HOLIDAYS BEGIN!!! WOOOOTSSSS!! =DD
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11th nov: mom insisted i test if im immune to hep B. can i say i am BLOODLESS?
ok so this was the first time i was drawing blood. waited for hrs (since it is a polyclinic) for my turn. had to get out of bed super early cause the darned nurse didnt allow my mom to take the number first. insisted i go there personally =.= zz. my mom said tt cause the nurse was jealous i could still slp while she had to work. HAHA! which might be true! since usually my mom cld take the queue number first.
i was fascinated with the needle and so i watched it poke n disappear under my skin. just that, when my blood refuse to flow out, it was no longer fascinating.. =.= srsly, i saw it poke into the vein! but no blood flow out. HAH! change nurse n change tube also same thing and they gave up and ask me rest lol.
went to see another doc first who asked me some questions for fillin up this form to be submitted before gg to my cambodia OCIP. then he said i gotta take a jab to prevent terrible infections if i were to get cut. sighhh... my fren told me tt as long as i brought my health booklet, no need to take the jab. but end up the doc said, he feel the last time tt jab was taken wont be tt effective alr so must take agn =.=
back to the first nurse room i was. everyone insisted they try draw my blood again. blah! so they tried the other arm instead. fascinating.. needle went in... then... no blood. blah! 2nd tube then managed to draw some blood. i felt so crippled.
they came with another metal tray and explained how the jab will hurt much more than drawing the blood. then have many side effects lyk fever etc etc and the pain will last for a week. BUT! the pain from the first arm which was ruined by them while trying to draw my undrawable blood was too overpowering tt i totally didnt feel the jab. and srsly, what immobilised my arm for the next few days wasnt the jab but was the poor drawing of blood. i got a huge bruise for a week! argh!
dragged myself to sch to pass up the darned form and had a mini argument with the inflexible ppl in the general office..
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12th nov: went with pearllyn to sentosa and playyyyy! the weather forecast was like rainy. so i didnt bring any tanning lotion or such. end up the morning was burning HOT!! i got burnt terribly and now im peeling lyk anything ><
pineapple man! :D
we dug a superrrr deep hole that got me this really bad abrasion that hurt so much! and took a week to stop excreting yellow juice.. and i keep dunking it in the sea so it burned lyk mad. green slime covered it too at one time and i couldnt get it off. it was super disgusting. in the end, i just let sand harden over it cause i have no plaster and it hurt badly.
bury bury :D
and she almost made me drown by walking into the sea. i cant thread on water for NUTS! so, suddenly, one step there was ground, and the next, i find myself sinking blah.
we left sentosa a short while after it started raining for vivo and stoned around all the way till night hahaha!
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13th nov: went back to school to receive results and be told who got retained in our batch. quite sad luh cause my school has no second chances aka another exam to see if u can promote. and no last minute miracle that the sch will allow you to promote. it is something final when they flash ur name on the screen and ask you to move out of the venue.
one girl in my class retained.
went for shooting meeting after this and i suddenly realised i am air rifle women's captain with many things to settle..
rushed down to safra yishun for a training session only to find out our stuff in the lockers have been messed up rawr.. wasted 1hr of my training session eww..
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14th-16th nov: MALAYSIA
it was quite fun and im very satisified with the 3 tops i bought =DD
i got my TOKIO HOTEL DELUXE CD TOO!! wheeeee~~~~
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17th-19th nov: Shooting training took up the whole day. bwarghhh..
20th nov: another whole day out D=
21st nov: KCP INVITATIONAL SHOOT (competition) and my team emerged 2nd!! YAYYYY!! my very first medall!! luckily our competitors werent so tough HAHAHA!
time to end this long post for nowww~~
how i wish pink added singapore to her funhouse tour D: i would really go! she's so amazingggg
written @ 11:52 AM
ahhhhh!! i found the trailer for rainie's new drama on youtube GOSH!! cant waitttt for s'pore to air it!
it is going to be aired in taiwan at 10pm tonight! hope it has a great viewership!! (and may they hold promotional activities the start of next yr when i go to taiwan :DDD)
this 8 parts BTS are hilarious! hahahahaha! <33 and it has eng subs too! =x 4:17min onwards wheeee~~
im loving rainie's character already~
i just finished watching 命中注定我爱你!!!
yeahh!! this show rocked! no wonder it could break the viewership record for each episode time and again and even ventured to other countries for broadcasting!!
i love love LOVE the cute cast!
not forgetting the most adorable dog that can actually act! <333
all theyve (and we) went through...
for a happy ending~~
qiao en rocks at crying scenes hahaha! her tears fall at just the right moment always xD and ruan jing tian's childish expression is just waayyy too funny hahahaha
OH! and TOKIO HOTEL is really cute!
i was watching their live performance on mtv one night and the vocalist's smile is sooo cutee! HAHAHA! i didnt know he and the guitarist are twins! coool huh! and their songs aint just plain reckless noisy kind ahhhh donno how to explain! =DD
chinese A levels is tmr but im behaving like study no longer exist in this world! :D
written @ 2:03 PM
today was like rollercoaster lol!
promotional results was all released today >.<
here goes... comparing my midyrs results to my promos results before moderation...
GP: D to B(or one mark to anyway =x)
for the essay, when my teacher was going through the answers last week, she went on and on about how foolish it was to do the question i did because it was one of the tougher questions. aka "Education is the best way to curb terrorism. How far do you agree?" i was one out of two. or maybe the only one who did it in my class.
END UP?? i got 33/50 with zero gramma/vocab/spelling errors. HAH! take that! my paper was clean with no red pen ink editing my work except for the numerous ticksssss~~ tskk. underestimate me =_=
CHINESE: 1 mark off a B to EOOPSS!
i was stoning through this exam and barely attempted the open ended questions. i was shocked to the maximum when i saw i passed it! LOL! cause i failed my composition and all the open ended questions i scored like 1/10 and 0.5/8 marks kind xDD heee fated i will nvr fail chinese =x
H2 MATHEMATICS: Ungraded to B
HAHAHAHAHA!!! i can face kopi alr~ and must say, tuition helped a lot (=
H2 ECONOMICS: Subpass to E THIS IS MY MOST HEARTACHE PAPER!!! ughhhhh D'= T_T *sobs*
i got highest in the Lecture theatre (or was it the level?) for case study together with another of my classmate.
but! my happiness and exhilaration bubble just have to be burst luhhhh =_= i assume i got the lowest for essays cause the score was extremely low! 4/25 and 9/25. so, while my friend went on to attain an A and be offered H3, im left there dumbfounded with me E.
the funniest thing was i didnt realise the paper was upon 80 overall. i kept thinking it was upon a hundred. hence, initially i thought that i had attained Ungraded and was unhappy to the max. when the score sheet came for double checking of scores, i was super shocked when i saw i passed la! HAHAHAHAHA
but still... heartacheeeeeeee )=
H2 CHEMISTRY: Subpass to D
nothing surprising about this result cause i just attempted half the paper. no kidding. i went to calculate the marks and just aimed to get half the exam correct and i really did! HAHA xDD
H1 LITERATURE: E to C
MY MOST PROUD PAPER! <3
topped the class =P
and the only one who attained a C :P
when i had never taken lit before heeee~~
ego burst! im srsly talented for lit =E hahahahaha!!
CONCLUSION, I WILL BE PROMOTED TO JUNIOR COLLEGE TWO ON THE 13TH OF NOVEMBER 2009 FOR SURE! (=
however, i couldnt display my happiness in school. cause, even me myself am surprised with the marks i got! i hardly even studied. i did some revision the day before but for most of my subjects, my determination to study couldnt last more than an hr. i was facebooking everyday and playing PSP. all my classmates knew how slack i was. almost a third of my class cant currently meet the promotional criteria including my closest friend in class. goshhh... and moderation of a few marks is not enough to pull her up because she attained a triple U for midyrs =/ i hope for the best yet wonder how would my life nxt yr be.. i dare not comfort the people who cried because what can i say? if i were the one who was unable to make the criteria, a person who met the criteria coming to comfort me wont make me feel any better cause its like theyre already promoted and wont understand the feeling of being at loss.. sighhh i really pray the best for my class. they have the best class humour and fun ever!
Oral presentation dry run 2 tmr. dry 1 run was totally impromptu. i went up there and spoke whatever came first to my mind yet i was still able to meet expectations xD i should prepare what i wna say tonight so i can do better tmr. sighhhh the downs stupid project work brings..
written @ 6:27 PM
hmm i took a quiz on facebook about how i lie and the result i got, after thinking through, felt it's quite true. so, i didnt dare post the results. hahaha yep. it's so true i have split personalities with diff grps of ppl xd
You lie with how you act. You are a 'glass half full' kind of person, or at least you pretend to be. You act like the person people need. You are quiet and logical in group that needs some morals. You are upbeat and positive in a group that needs some excitement. You are kind and understanding when people need a shoulder to cry on. Basically, you lie about who you are. Your kind heart is easily manipulated by people who are just looking to use you, but you have a tendency to bring out the best in people. You are a wonderfully positive person and everyone loves to be around you. You live for your ever growing circle of friends.
You lie because you do not think about yourself. You are happy if everyone else is happy, and sometimes have a problem with thinking for yourself. Only your truest friends have seen you when your tolerance has run out, and your best friends are the ones who calm you down and don't take advantage of this. Even if you have had a bad day, you put a smile on for the people who need a positive person around. However, you let your guard down easily for a smooth talker or overly friendly stranger. Your kind heart is open to everyone, which makes you a target for people with bad intentions. Keep your friends close and let them help you pick out the bad people, because they are your weakness. It's true that people could use someone like you, but remember to think about yourself from time to time so you don't explode from holding it all in. You don't want to lose the friends who understand you the best.
promo's is over. too lazy to rant. too lazy to write a pissed post about the filming i went. too lazy for anything.
came across a poem on http://aigingakushi.deviantart.com/art/Angel-Tears-8072210
attracted me with the great choice of words and vivid imagery
The world moves by so slowly Crawling day by day Curl up in the void A million miles away The voices fill my ears I can't take the noise Sounds like the silent screaming Of a thousand girls & boys I can't run away There's no escape for me My faith died with the lightning The rain is all I see My eyes- they feel so heavy But I can't go to sleep The heavens open up And this angel starts to weep I tumble down from Heaven And crumple on the floor Dripping from the kitchen sink And pounding on the door Shouts are echoing through my mind I can't stand the pain And no matter what I do It always seems the same I'm always waiting for something To wash away my fears The holes dug in my heart Are filled with angel tears.
when ppl say "this is so unlike you", i wonder what is me. it dawned on me how few ppl i can call just to hang out.. even so, it's rare it succeeds. recent happenings has made me lose the focus and motivation point of living my life to the fullest. maybe i should just give up and be a loner.. it's all too tough..
written @ 8:11 PM
my promos is a disaster.
shall only rant about it after it is fully done.
since my parents aint at home, i cant bring myself to study and ended up blog hopping mediacorp artiste's fans and kept up with the different events that happened. im surprised to realise how much i dont miss mediacorp lol. i just wish dear chenglin will come back to singapore asap! hahahaa
oh i regretted very much not mouthing the word 'jiayou' to her when she smiled at me twice. but cant help it. was up in the moon and my mind was blank lols. i wonder if ill get a chance to do so.. but somehow i feel that her fanclub members dont take it too well with welcoming new members.. meaning ill nvr get a chance to get close enough to her? meaning ill nvr get a chance to take a pic? sighhh.... i can only live in dream and hope..
ok its so late. ive not studied. great. bye.
written @ 8:02 PM
yesterday was study day! no school no school~~ =D
and i went out with pearllyn to try out deeadidas top! i can finally stop wondering if ill look totally ugly in it due to it being glammed up by being worn by an artiste
noooooooo and on the contrary, its gonna be my dream top to get and have some decent tanning done!
it was seriously plain hilarious how the two of us just locked ourselves in the changing room talking about the top for about half hour? xDD
and im amazed that i actually fit into XS after eating kfc! hahahhahaha!!!
ok here's some pic!=D
just to recap the top~
lalala~~
trying to copy the pose of hers in the second last box on the left HAHA! but the effect turned out kinda different cause the changing room was so tiny and cant take from the same exact angle xP
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!! similar similar?? i like i like! LOL! =xxxx
i was fooling around and found this color to be quite cool!
ahhhh~~~ you get the point :P
yayyyyy!!! thxxx pearrlyyynnnnn~~~!!! <333
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i think studying chemistry has really gotten to my head. i felt so happy looking at chem last night i couldnt help laughing at it while i study and smile at it like a fool! ah well~~! maybe it was the after effect of trying the top which kicked in like a million yrs after? xD
my mom went: "dont stick all the Rainie up" (gestures to my posters) "no wonder keep raining and raining every day"
LOL! so lameeee! xDD
anyways, i should start studying! yes i will! >=)
written @ 3:00 PM
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stuff from avril's label-abbeydawn rainie's latest album-半熟宣言
rainie to hold concert in s'pore
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golden retriever
learn wakeboarding/1 star kayak
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